" if life is much more simpler
Is is stereotype or pure care and concern? Seems to me like the insecurities playing with the heart is leading to a lack of trust.
Will I feel this way in another _ years to come? Maybe. How should i put things across then?
I guess I'm defensive by nature. When others(*that i care about/means something to me) said something that, standing on my point, it felt wrong.(which most of the time I have my reasons to them. Or a certain trust put in.) I'll rebuke? back in a tone louder than usual. Or maybe I just feel upset? Disappointment perhaps.
The thing I came to realised in 18years of my life, I am defensive towards certain issue from certain people. As if you meant nothing to me, I wont be bothered to care bout what you've said. Unless, of cause, you are right. Or the things that you mentioned caused me to be too upset/disappointed and I felt it'll be pointless to say anything.
This situation only happened ONCE, 3 years back. That incident was an extreme I would say. But it's long gone with the wind.
Maybe I should be a lil more sensitive?
Though there are still things which I couldn't quite understand why/how it took place. I supposed God has his reasons for all that had happened, and the things that I'm going through. T.R.U.S.T.
Alright I'm feeling a wee bit better. Well, time could help.
Feelings aside! Off to prepare for tuition, Twin's teaching me.
In my heart I know, You &You will always be there. &I'm glad.
10:55 AM;
