Hey, you here to stay?
Ok I cant stop smiling/laughing at the slightest thing &I dont know why. This is retarded but I like (:
After effect from reading some blogs perhaps? So reminds me of the days I had few years back. Missed them somehow yet, somehow not. But I must admit those days were pretty fun.
Ytd was not too bad (: &Jes called at 12am? and we chatted quite a bit. See you tmr dearest(:
For the first time in many days I FINALLY HAD A DREAMLESS NIGHT. :D You dont know how annoying and scary my dreams for the past few days were.
One of them involved this crazy ass women locking me up in one of the rooms of her mega huge house (She was planning to murder and eat me up!!) I was using the only source I could find; Internet, to SOS to someone. I feel my heart dropping out any moment as I tried my best to SOS cos if she finds out I'll surely die. &the house is tooo freaking huge I've no idea how to escape. Panicked, scared, terrified whatever negative feelings you name it.
Then came this dream which I encounter a guy committing suicide from a airplane. Like I was there with a few others(dont rmb who) at this huge field &a plane was in the blue blue sky within our sight. Suddenly I heard a girl shouted "NO DONTTTT DO IT"(from the plane) The very next moment I saw a guy jump off the plane and he died, obviously. You CANNOT imagine how scared+horrified I was, seeing someone commit suicide. You'll never know how horrible I felt I think I breakdown in the dream trying to find someone to confide in.
Ok I cant remember the last dream which was the 1st nightmare that started off this whole thing. And Im glad I cant remember.
So ytd was also the only night in many nights that I fall asleep like a normal human being at 2am instead of 7am. BUT, I woke up at 6am to pee and couldnt get back to sleep till 7ish am. Woke up at 12ish pm just now and have been staring at my laptop since. Ok you who's reading this while acting to look serious hahahaha, back to work! (:
I should be off to prepare, heading to school later. Im craving for Mensa's pork fillet! Im waiting for your text EugeneTng.
3:44 PM;
